[AD] Becoming self employed has been THE BEST decision for my & my family. It's been a long time coming & comes with great benefits however itβs not without its difficulties. Being self employed and being a parent are two really difficult things to do! When you juggle them together it's pretty much like your brain is being constantly fried. Itβs a never ending juggle of responsibilities which can so often leave you feeling like youβre failing at either one of your two jobs. Work too much and youβre struck with mum guilt. Parent too much and youβre struck with a loss of earnings. Itβs like being stuck between a rock and a hard place!
I chose to quit my βregular jobβ and have at becoming a full time blogger because childcare costs are just out of this world. I was essentially working to pay someone else to look after my child. Make it make sense! Itβs why a lot of women find themselves turning to freelancing after having children.
Becoming self employed Iβm still able to make a decent wage whilst seeing my children grow up. It sounds ideal, it sounds like Iβm a mum boss (eugh) but itβs HARD!
Let me share my tips for juggling parenthood with being self employed.
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Juggling motherhood & being self employed.
Money, money, money.
As terrible as it sounds, we rely on money. I wish we didnβt. In fact I wish we lived in a world where money wasnβt even a thing and we were all equals. But money matters & it especially matters being a self employed person.
Being completely honest I could never do what Iβm doing now without the financial stability of my husband. Iβm privileged to be in a position where if things did go tits up, we could get by. We'd struggle, but we'd get by.
Before making the leap to becoming self employed Iβd built up money from maternity leave as well as going back to work for a year in between. I knew I was going to make the jump, I just didnβt know when. Planning in advance has been massively beneficial for me especially when I was first starting off and cash flow was a little slow.
Childcare.
I work around my children the majority of the time however once a week I get an afternoon's childcare. This time is SO precious! As hard as I work around my children (working around nap times, night feeds and bedtime) nothing beats knowing I have a solid couple of hours each week to properly get my head into the game. Being able to switch my mind from mum-Claire to work-Claire is highly beneficial.
If you can, I'd really recommend looking into some form of child orΒ toddler care in Woodstock, MDΒ (or elsewhere more relevant for you!) even if itβs just a few hours a week. The self employed person I am with childcare compared to without are two totally different people. With two totally different work outcomes. Not only this, but having your children get that support can make a big difference in their development and help them later in life.
For times where I don't have childcare (weirdly, this week for some reason) I'll often find myself working late into the night. Which when you have a baby who still wakes multiple times during the night, isn't ideal. This isn't the work / life balance I imagined when I made the plunge in becoming self employed, but sometimes you've just got to go with it. All I'll say is that I'm eternally grateful for the few hours of childcare I usually get each week!
Hot desk.
Iβm a mother at home & I work from home. Itβs quite difficult to differentiate the two lifestyles.
When I first became self employed Iβd work downstairs at a little desk in the living room. What Iβd found is that Iβd constantly see jobs that needed doing around the house. Iβd be working, but Iβd also be doing the washing or unloading the dishwasher. My work time was getting invaded by the mundane house jobs I can (sort of) manage to do around the children.
Hot desking and mixing things up has been really beneficial for my motivation. Some days I'll work in the conservatory, others will be the office and others I'll work from the comfort of my bed. I'll choose my hot desk depending on my mood and my to do list.
Iβd also recommend taking yourself off to a nice coffee shop to get work done. Treat yourself to a latte and a cake and sit down at your laptop. I bet youβll be surprised at how much you can get done. I always thought Iβd be too busy people watching, but itβs nice to get totally in the zone of working.
Understand you'll never be able to do it all, all of the time.
Nailing a work life balance isnβt easy. In fact, even now eighteen months into being self employed, I'm not sure if it's possible. Iβve accepted the fact Iβm not going to be able to do it all.
As much as I want to work 37.5 hours a week like the average person does, itβs just not feasible for me. Some days I can cram in five hours of uninterrupted work, others Iβm lucky if I have half an hour to myself. Juggling being self employed with parenting youβve got to take the rough with the smooth and understand that as much as youβd like to, you canβt do everything.
Are you self employed? How do you manage the juggle?
Some great tips here Claire! The cost of childcare is extortionate. Alex is only 5 months (heβll go to nursery January 2023) and thereβs been two price increases since we signed him up in November 2021. Iβm almost thinking that if / when baby number 2 appears Iβll be trying to go self-employed myself. Iβll refer back to your post when this happens!
What a nice blog post you've written, Claire! I love hearing your perspective as a mum of two little ones! I can see the struggle in balancing the two and will see that when I'm a mum in a few years too! Thanks for sharing x
Lynn | https://www.lynnmumbingmejia.com
This is such a nice blog post! Iβm not a mother, but I plan to eventually start a family and hope to be self-employed when that happens.
I'm slowly making the transition to becoming self-employed and I have a 19-month-old daughter. Like you, my time fluctuates - some days I don't know whether I'm coming or going! I also try to make good use of the time I have when my husband has a day off and can keep an eye on our daughter so I can get some work done. I do cherish the couple of hours I have each evening once my daughter goes to bed, but it's a catch 22 as I'm trying to keep up with emails that I've received throughout the day.
I have struggled with mum guilt a lot but I keep trying to tell myself that I deserve some time to do something I enjoy. Like you again, I find it hard to accept I can't do everything and I think this is where I waste a lot of time as I'm worrying so much trying to do different things.
But we'll get there, slow and steady π
I love that you have acknowledged that you cannot do everything all the time, that's so true! I'm not a mother myself so I can't relate too much but this is a brilliant post! x
Lucy | http://www.lucymary.co.uk
Lovely post! I have so many things I'd like to get done for work and even when I pare them down to say, three things, when the kids are home with me, I might get one accomplished. Like you, I manage to push things into the evening hours but once they are asleep, my body can push through for maybe an hour before I fall asleep at the computer. Having a babysitter is life changing for me because I know I can focus and don't have to have have my eyes scanning for curious children who may be getting into something they shouldn't. Haha.
Crystal | http://www.amazingbaby.app
Itβs definitely not easy to balance work/life as a self-employed mom but it sounds like you are giving your best and making an effort to work around it so kudos for you π These are all excellent tips, Iβm sure other moms will benefit from reading this post β₯οΈ
I'm reading this post from my laptop in bed next to Leo at 11pm and yes, I agree with it all. I don't have childcare though hence the late nights haha
Corinne x
I'd definitely love to go freelance at some point for childcare reasons, but I think it must be so hard when you are essentially doing both at the same time!
Amy x
callmeamy.co.uk
I could've written this myself, I struggle sometimes - although I am heading to coffee shop this afternoon to get some work in. PHEW!